I JUST READ THE CHAPTER 46 OF SANSUKH AND OH GOD
oh god oh god oh god oh god have mercy
I’m not okay I will never be okay again and at the same time I have never been this okay in my life
I’m shaking like a leaf in the wind I’m so full of adrenaline oh god I should have been asleep an hour ago but I doubt I will ever get any sleep now I’M SO EMOTIONAL I CAN’T LIVE LIKE THIS
I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THAT TO HAPPEN FOR AGES AND NOW IT HAPPENED AND I’M BROKEN
IT WAS BEAUTIFUL
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AHHHHH
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!