*tries to restrain the urge*
oh god
no…
it’s welling up… rising up within me…
I must fight it, no, I must not let it win…
oh jesus fucking h christ it is so powerful… NO! I MUST FIGHT IT… I must fight… oh GOD it is clawing its way up my throat
aaaaauuuuuUUUUUUGGGGHHHHHH
Aw Yiss 