Your comment about composers who are hard to sing reminds me of my conductor (he composes/arranges most of our material). We’ll go over a particularly crunchy chord or strange passage and he’ll look down at the music and go “who even wrote that” before chuckling to himself because he’s a dork đŸ’›

*lies facedown* yeah, I did quite a bit of that, recording this song. I am right there with him. WHO WROTE THIS MONSTROSITY, doesn’t she know we need to BREATHE? what the hell, why why why are there all these tone crunches everywhere, and ow this Sop I part never comes down out of the rafters OW

(I’ve finished recording it now, thankfully! I’ve just got some mastering to go. It is pretty tight harmony,so I want to get the balance right in places, plus there was some annoying popping on the recording of the Alto II part. All cleaned up and pretty now!)

AAAAAAAAA

nowendil:

I JUST READ THE CHAPTER 46 OF SANSUKH AND OH GOD

oh god oh god oh god oh god have mercy

I’m not okay I will never be okay again and at the same time I have never been this okay in my life

I’m shaking like a leaf in the wind I’m so full of adrenaline oh god I should have been asleep an hour ago but I doubt I will ever get any sleep now I’M SO EMOTIONAL I CAN’T LIVE LIKE THIS

I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THAT TO HAPPEN FOR AGES AND NOW IT HAPPENED AND I’M BROKEN

IT WAS BEAUTIFUL

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

AHHHHH 

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!

Gigolas Week 2017 Themes!

gigolasweek:

Apologies for the delay! Without further ado, here are the themes for next week. Remember, the only requirement for participating is tagging your posts with “gigolas week” and the theme chosen. 

Day 1: Food/Cuisine

Day 2: Pets

Day 3: Outsider POV

Day 4: "I always thought I was supposed to go first"

Day 5: Languages and/or Writing

Day 6: Water (Rain, the Ocean, the Sea)

Day 7: Aman/The West

*HOWLING*

Interrupted

uweyvi:

The sweet smell of water, lotus, and the deep woods surrounded the pool. The stars in the sky were mirrored in the cool depths as was the shining moon. Tall, majestic trees surrounded it and a sheer, rock cliff stood off to one side protecting this pool from prying eyes.

Camp was where Muil had left the sleeping Meluiwen with Kara and Jeri was on guard duty. It was a good distance away but not out of earshot as Muil liked her privacy. Laindawar was somewhere nearby probably. Not that his presence or non-presence concerned Muil. He was probably out scouting the perimeter as he did every time they set up camp.

A soft, sad sigh escaped Muil as she looked out over the picturesque water. Her thoughts drifting always to Laindawar. She and Laindawar always seemed to be rubbing each other the wrong way. That was distressing to her. She wanted to get closer to him. But it was hard for her interact with someone who she didn’t have to parent or at least be a dictator towards till they healed. She had been healing, helping, and dealing with the other races for too long. Avoiding elves had became second nature because it was painful. Painful to remember how little there were left of her people; what the Avari were forced to become by Melkor and his followers.

These thoughts swirled and warred inside her mind as her practiced fingers she let down her thick, mahogany hair. The braids unraveling between her warm, autumn brown fingers. She was not elegant in doing this. She was efficient in her actions.

In a matter of moments her hair cascaded down to the sandy bank of the pool. The beige sand glittering like pale, broken pearls in the moonlight. Her hair cutting a dark path behind her as he moved towards the water’s edge.

Stopping herself she remembered she needed to undress. No need to ruin her favorite traveling clothes. Soon her aladdin salwar was added to the pile of her hair ties. Then her beaded, kurta-like, tunic came next and then her various undergarments. They were all arranged in a neat pile beside of her feet. Finally she took off her various pieces of jewelry and laid them on top of her clothes.

Edging into the water she let out a sigh of relief. It was so nice to feel the coolness of the water against her heated skin. The relief of getting weeks of grime off of her made her shudder with pleasure.

A twig snapped. No sound came from Muil as she looked over her shoulder. Her eyes wide as she scanned the edge of the treeline for a sign of an intruder. Then her eyes fell on him. His crystalline blue eyes were wide – it was clear he had spotted her.

Moving deeper into the water she held her arms across her chest. Modesty sweeping through her at the sight of Laindawar.

“See something you like pigenor?” she called out teasingly. Her voice and sly smile hiding her deep embarrassment at being seen so exposed. Then she turned around and slid further into the water. It’s cool embrace welcoming her.

A sputtering sound came from Laindawar’s direction. His pale blue eyes reflecting the pale moonlight. Turning on his heel he started to stalk off. Then he snorted. “Depends trethril. You blend into the darkness well.”

A peal of laughter escaped Muil. Her silver eyes reflecting the twinkling starlight and her mirth. Her laugh was soft, warm, like a warm day in spring. A hint of cold in it but the promise of something great in the future.

Laindawar’s eyes widened. His face unreadable as he looked straight ahead of him into the treeline. “Are you sure it is safe to bathe in such an exposed area trethril?” he asked her haughtily.

“Positive pigenor.” she answered before dunking her head under the water. Wetting her long tresses before she reemerged. The water dripping from her as she turned to stare at his back. “I can take care of myself after all.”

“And if someone tries to harm you trethril?” he asked, ignoring her statement about taking caring of herself. His hand came to rest on his sword.

Without a word the water rippled around her as she moved silently out of the pool. Pulling her long hair around herself as she moved to her pile of clothes.

Suddenly her wet hands come to caress his neck. A bite of cold steel against his neck before she let it clatter to the ground. Instead she gently ran her fingers over his adam’s apple.  gently a subtle threat beneath her water cooled fingers. “Do not doubt me pigenor.”

Her wet body pressed against his clothed one for the briefest of moments. She leaned into him and whispered in his ear. “After all, I’ve had to take care of myself for a long time.” her breath caressing his ear..

As suddenly as she had came to stand behind him she retreated to the water. Her conquest finished and now it was time to finish her bath. A soft smile gracing her features. She had felt him tense when her hands encircled his throat.

“Agreed Baralineth.” he answered stoically

Then he marched off into the forest without looking back.

If he had looked back Laindawar would have seen the crimson blush that covered Muil’s cheeks. Her eyes wide  and her mouth slightly agape. Her long hair, darkened by the wetness and the night, dripping it’s over ripeness onto her shoulders.

He had called her by her name.

Not Muil, but her mother-name. A soft, hopeful smile slowly crept onto her features as she brought her hands up to touch her lips. A soft, wistful sigh escaping her as she shook her head. A soft hum soon escaping her as her smile grew and suddenly she started to sing. Hope filling her for the first time in a ages. But the hope of what?

Some time later Muil returned from her bath. Her dusty clothing draped neatly over her one arm and her long hair in a simple four-strand braid to keep it from dragging to much on the ground. She was wearing only her undergarments so she could change clothing when she reached her wagon.

Smiling she saw that Jeri was still on guard-duty, Kara was sleeping and Meluiwen had woken up to face her day. A bright cheerful smile on her face as she trotted over to her “momee”. Her hair in disarray as she had put it up herself so it seemed.

“Momee need to dress.” she stated. Putting her hands on her hips as she stared up at Muil. Her bright blue eyes glowing like a cats.

Chuckling she crouched down and pulled the orc-child into a hug. Kissing her forehead gently. “Mommy will darling. But first
can I fix your hair.”

“No! I dids it meshelf!”

Sighing exasperatedly she couldn’t help but grin. This was going to be a long, long night.


pigenor – Tiny One

trethril – Troubler/Harrasser

Avari – Those elves who refused the summons to Valinor. 

OMG AHAHAHAHAHAHA I AM DYING AT THE THOUGHT OF LAINDAWAR BEING ALL ‘OHFUCKSHIT UM OKAY’ IN THIS MOMENT, *sniggers* and the fact that he uses her mother-name and betrays his friendly feelings by accident – lolol omg that is SO him. He holds his positive emotions verrrrrry close, and isn’t always aware of them (see: his conversation with Jeri on the battlements) – and always ends up letting them out in odd ways! 

holy heck Muil is so damn cool ❀ love the teasing names, and that they really, really can’t help but be abrasive at each other, even when one of them is naked!!

AHHH THANK YOU! THANK YOU SO MUCH! 

(also Meluiwen is the cutest ever omfg)

itscooltobefanficy:

OK it’s time I finally put down in words just how fantastic Sansukh is because this fic has taken over my life in the past two weeks and this is why (spoiler free reasons):

  • Bagginshield. I mean, duh.
  • THE QUALITY OF THE WRITING HOLY SHIT YOU GUYS
  • I’m not kidding it’s like reading another Tolkein epic
  • The fact that there is so. much. diversity. in every single possible way. Nonbinary characters? Yep. Asexual characters? Yep. Trans characters? Yep. This is all my dreams come true for fantasy I swear.
  • The sheer range of content from heartwarming to heartrending and everything in between, from tiny little intimate moments to the epoch-defining battles
  • THE DWARVES seriously I didn’t understand how much I could love dwarves until I read this
  • The sarcasm of elves is unparalleled.
  • Aragorn is such a Done Dad I love him
  • I mean who wouldn’t be having to deal with Gigolas every day
  • Poor guy
  • GIGOLAS IS PERFECT
  • Literally perfectly written
  • YOU WILL LOVE THORIN OAKENSHIELD MORE THAN YOU THOUGHT WAS EVER POSSIBLE
  • You get to find out what happens in Erebor in actual proper detail and that’s a whole pretty saga (as Dain might say) that’s well worth the telling.
  • THE SONGS. THE SONGS MAKE ME SOB EVERY SINGLE TIME.
  • There’s actually a fair amount of sobbing, but in a good way.
  • IT’S NOT EVEN OVER YET YOU HEAR ME THERE IS STILL MORE TO COME!

Please just go and read it, and thank you a million times to determamfidd for bringing this creation into the world and sharing it with us.

omg…!

I read this with the HUGEST SMILE on my face, thank you just so so much!

I have to thank you for changing my perception on dwarrows that when I read the phrase”the gold lust of dwarves”(or something similar), whereas in the past I would not feel a thing about it but now I would cringe so much that I feel like I am being insulted personally.

It’s something that offends me too, on a number of levels. So, you’re welcome Nonnie – and I’ll strive to always keep working at dismantling and refuting that stereotype, bc it is bleh. It reminds me of racist invective, and its real-world connotations are antisemitic and just. *brrr* nope. 

I have a prediction for how SansĂ»kh will end (holding out for that super happy ending you promised us) but I’m so afraid to talk about it in case I’m wrong so I’m just trying to be patient and CURSE THIS ANTICIPATION! You are amazing, ch46 was FAB <3

omg I am so curious as to what you think it might be!!

I promise, it’s gonna happen. Four chapters to gooooo 🙂

Ahh, thank you so so much! I’m thrilled you liked it!