Welcome to the Logan pain train, Dets. We turn crosses into Xs here.

oh god pop I am still scouring AO3 i am still so screwed up by this movie, I need all the fixit fic, I need INTERPERSONAL BONDING AND GROWTH AND ANGSTY, GROWLY ROADTRIPS 

I need Logan teaching Laura how to live out in the Canadian wilderness with all the enhanced senses and deep-in-the-blood stuff and ohgod Weapon X coming up in conversation and she gets it, how can she not

and i need Charles to read her ‘the Once and Future King’ and accidentally saying ‘groovy’ now and then instead of ‘fuck’ BECAUSE HE IS NOT DEAD EITHER DAMMIT

and Logan learning Spanish from Sesame Street and he is FINE AND DECIDEDLY NOT DYING, he teaches Laura to hunt and can’t explain to her why he calls everybody ‘bub’ 

(bc i firmly believe that he punched his way out of the ground like Uma Thurman in Kill Bill like, two weeks later)

sad knife dad and his tiny murderchild and their dotty brainweapon grandpa 

i need it

i got tagged by @thriceandonce! thank you, friend!

Rules: Tag 9 people you want to get to know better.

Tagged by: @thriceandonce

Relationship status: Married to a person of the bloke variety

Lipstick or chapstick: um, shea butter, probably? Lipstick for performances and conducting. 

Last song/music I listened to: I’ve been listening to a lot of Pentatonix lately..

Top three shows: erm. I don’t watch a lot of telly… but I guess, Old!Doctor Who (we’ve been watching the new animated 2nd Doctor adventure, Power of the Daleks DVD on laundry evenings), anything nature-documentary oriented, but especially David Attenborough (I’m rewatching Frozen Planet rn), and I Claudius because John Hurt totally killed it as Caligula. Vale, Sir John. 

Top three characters: Gimli son of Gloin, Dain Ironfoot, Finn (Star Wars)

Top three ships: Gigolas is the titan, the flagship, the gargantuan ocean liner of my ships. No other comes close, heh. It is so huge it occupies #1, #2, #3, #4 and #5. 

(honourable mentions: Science Boyfriends, Merthur, Jedistormpilot, Holtzbert, Bagginshield, nngh can’t think of more)

I tag you! (if you wanna!)

So I’m facing my second loss of an immediate family member in a year, this time my mother. And I just- I don’t know if I can do it. I don’t mean to put anything on you, because God knows how much you’ve already done for me and the other fans, but. If, like, if you don’t have a million other things to do and you feel inclined, could you record yourself singing “Swing Low, Sweet Chariot,” my mom used to sing it to me when I was little, and now I’m faced with her never being able to do so again

I am so so sorry. My every good thought is with you and your loved ones. I hope you’re together as often as you can be. I hope time is kind. I hope people are kind. I wish you and your family all the strength and support in the world. 

Here you are

You build little worlds, little stories, little shells around your minds, and that keeps infinity at bay and allows you to wake up in the morning without screaming!

A Hat Full of Sky is important (not only because Tiffany starts calling Mistress Weatherwax “Granny”, and they dance together through a swarm of bees, and Granny asks her whether she’s ready to be a witch by noonlight, which is a word Tiffany decided that should exist when she was 9, or because she decides when she’s old she’ll wear midnight and she’ll wear green now, or because she notices that Granny gets tired easily, and she checks her breathing when she sleeps, but) because everything that’s coded as monstrous, actually, just… isn’t.

There’s a lady with two noses and four hands and four legs and she has a steadier grip in her left right hand but better eyesight in her right-hand eyes. There’s an invisible presence that slams the cutlery drawer… when you don’t let it put the knives in their right place. There’s an immortal hivemind that possesses and consumes entities because it doesn’t have a body or a mind; it only has fear. But it isn’t evil.

“Welcome,” said Tiffany.

Welcome? said the hiver in Tiffany’s own voice.

“Yes. You are welcome in this place. You are safe here.”

No! We are never safe!

“You are safe here,” Tiffany repeated.

Please! said the hiver. Shelter us!

“(…) You hid in other creatures. (…) What are you hiding from?”

Everything, said the hiver.

What the hiver wants is the third wish; make this not have happened. But Tiffany doesn’t kill the hiver (which has killed before), and she doesn’t exorcise/purify/otherwise cleanse it. She gives it a voice; you’re not a hive, you’re you. You’re not anxiety and fear, you’re what feels them. She doesn’t make the hiver end, she just eases the way. “You’ll spend the rest of your life learning what’s already in your bones”, says Granny. That you’re alive. That you can walk the desert. That you are you.

(via ironhammer)

beecups:

The thing i love/hate about the scene where Gimli mourns at Balin’s tomb is that when you first watch LOTR you watching it from the rest of the Fellowship’s view. You feel sorry for Gimli in that sort of “wow, that really sucks” kind of way, while at the same time worrying about the evil lying so close in the darkness.

But then after watching The Hobbit trilogy, you see this scene again and now you’re watching it from Gimli’s point of view. Now you’ve spent time with Balin and Ori, like Gimli would have done, so when you see the tomb you remember Balin’s exasperated smile, and when you see the skeleton you see timid Ori knitting away at something.

You watch it knowing what Gimli is actually going through, and why he needs time to stop in the middle of such danger to mourn the loss of those he loved.

(Stay aliiive…
Stay aliiive…)

[THORIN]
Where’s my brother?!

[BALIN]
Thorin, come in. They just brought him a half hour ago….

[THORIN]
Is he alive?!

[BALIN]
Yes, but the blade caught him just above his ribs…

[THORIN]
Can I see him, please?!

[BALIN]
Thorin, they did what they could..but the wound was already infected…

[THORIN]
Frerin!

[FRERIN]
Th-Thorin…
I did exactly what you told me.
I fought and held the line…

[THORIN]
Shh, I know, I know
Shh, I know, I know…

[FRERIN]
I…

[THORIN]
Shh, I know, you did everything just right.

[FRERIN]
Even before we took the Delf…

[THORIN]
Shh…

[FRERIN]
I raised my sword up high…
I….

[THORIN]
Shh, I know, I know.
Shh, I know, I know.
Shh, save your strength and stay ali-

[DIS]
-iiive!

[THORIN]
Namadith!

[DIS]
Is he breathing? Is he going to survive this?!
Who did this?
Thorin, why did you let him go?!

[FRERIN]
Dis, I’m so sorry for forgetting what you told me..

[DIS]
Nadadel…

[FRERIN]
We played the lute.

[DIS]
Amad taught us the lute…

[FRERIN]
You’d put your hand on mine.

[DIS]
You changed the melody every time.

[FRERIN]
I would always change the line…

[DIS]
Shh, I know, I know
Shh, I know I know…

[FRERIN]
I would always change the l-line…

[DIS]
Shh, I know, I know.
One, two, three, four –

[FRERIN]
One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine..

[DIS]
Good. One, two, three, four-

[FRERIN]
One, two, three, f-

[DIS]
-Seven, eight, nine…
…Seven, eight, nine….
….Seven, eight….

Oddly specific question… Does Bomfris have any tattoos?

YES ACTUALLY!

Bomfris has a theme. Ravens. All her ravens. Their names are actually listed down her back. 

She has Tuac’s name on the inside of her arm, and soft greyish-black wings are folded upon her sides, curving from beneath her arms along her waist, tapering in towards the small of her back – cradling that list of names.  

(She’ll always bear Tuac’s name in that special place, where she can see it every time she draws a bow – because Tuac is special. Tuac is the one who listened.)

She has no mourning-marks, as yet. But she is considering getting one high on her cheekbone… welp, it’s sort of obvious who that will be for.

*dodges pelted vegetables* 

Sansukh worldbuilding question. Do “regular” people know if they’re the reincarnated version of someone who died very young? Obviously Durin (and possibly the other 6 progenitors if they get reincarnated) know that they’re /them/ … eventually. But for your average Joe, who doesn’t have any prophesy or signs or whatnot, do they know that this is their second time on the merry-go-round?

Hey Nonnie!

Nah, I don’t think they do. They’re as whole a person now as anybody else. Their previous ‘possibility’ is not more important than their current reality. YMMV, though, this probably holds true for most, but not all Dwarves. It’s a tricky and sort of vague area!

Hobbit4Ham (Or: @culturalrebel is a genius)

DIS

I saved every letter they wrote me.
From the moment I bore them, I knew they were mine
You said they were mine
I thought they were mine…

Do you know what Vili said,
When he heard of your plans and designs?
He said: “Be careful of Thorin, love.
He will do what it takes to survive.”

You and your words
Overrode all their senses.
Your memories left them defenseless.
You built them palaces of our relics
You built cathedrals…

I’m rereading the letters they wrote me.
I’m searching and scanning for answers in every line.
For some kind of sign, and when they were mine
The world seemed to burn…
Burn….

You took all I held dear down with you.
The whole world saw how you brought my sons into their graves.
In reclaiming our home, you have spent our line…
Do you know what Balin said,
When I saw what you’d done?
He said: “He was brave and did what he could.
But he flew too close to the sun.”

You and your words, obsessed with our legacy!
Your greed and their sacrifice, senseless!
And you were paranoid at every twist and turn!
How ‘they’ would deceive you…
You, you, you, you….!

I’m erasing myself from the narrative.
Let future historians wonder how your sister
Reacted when you broke her heart.
You have torn it all apart, I’m watching it
Burn….
Burn….!

The world has no right to my heart!
No claim to the blood that they shed!
They don’t get to know what I said!
You took every memory, took everything here
That might have redeemed you!
You stole all the joy from my heart!
You’ve left me to bury the dead!
No life, only ashes instead!
And only the memories of when they were miiine!
….I hope that you
Burn…

(I AM SORRY)


Dets says: YOU SHOULD BE, god i have to record this, i have TO, goddamn it it’s beautiful

kazimakuwabara:

so the closer we get to the end of Sansukh the more i’m going to miss these characters that came together in ways you would never expect. Friendships, Loyalties. Rivalries. there are so many relationships in the beautiful fanfiction, and one of my favorites is Haban and Faramir.

So i’m just doodling something I wish could happen XD. I just want Haban to snatch up Faramir and give him all the mothering he deserves.

*strangled porpoise noises*

oh

my GOD

because, okay, I am not actually random when it comes to which watcher is where, and why

there’s lots of reasons, but in this case….

haban is a mum who died, and couldn’t raise her sons

and faramir is a boy who lost his mum

(he was 5 years old)

and they make me hurt in complimentary ways

so : 

AUGH

seriously? KAZ? You have stunned and flabbergasted me, not only with your gorgeous art and your beautiful expressions and proportions and movement in your drawings but because

because this is exactly

E X A C T L Y 

what Haban would do.