me again, that anon rereading Sansukh who commented on Narvi and ch 19. Would like you to know that rereading Dain’s death is still just as upsetting as the first time I read it. And the second. And the third. Goddamn it.

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considering that Dain’t death scene WAS an instance where I was actively trying to break people’s hearts (as opposed to all my inadvertent ‘WHOOPS THAT WASN’T MEANT TO BE SAD’ moments)… I am both a lil bit guilty and a lil bit pleased to hear that…?

I have just had the most terrible week (physical and mental illnesses, plus bad events/fate) and I just wanted to thank you/your writing/blogging for reminding me to breathe. I owe you so, so much this week. Thank you, for everything, for existing. ♡

Hey there, Nonnie. I am so sorry that this week has been such a hard one. You don’t deserve to be wrung out that way, from so many directions at once. You’re amazing. You’re through that terrible week now, and I am so SO proud of you. 

May the next week be a better one. Sending you all my love. I hope you are able to take the time to find a scrap of calm for yourself, to centre and breathe.