IT’S COMING I PROMISE. Not swiftly, bc work/life/everything is a lot rn, but it IS coming! In the meanwhile, have some more sneaky peekiness!
Starring: a friendly, clever nb Dwarven guard, a grim shortarse homesick elf (who might be learning a hell of a lot), and an Orocarni Princess-in-exile with a chip on her shoulder and dreams of freedom in her heart.
IT’S COMING I PROMISE. Not swiftly, bc work/life/everything is a lot rn, but it IS coming! In the meanwhile, have some more sneaky peekiness!
Starring: a friendly, clever nb Dwarven guard, a grim shortarse homesick elf (who might be learning a hell of a lot), and an Orocarni Princess-in-exile with a chip on her shoulder and dreams of freedom in her heart.
And Plans.
“So, let’s get a plan together,” Jeri said, sitting back
comfortably. They had lit a small fire, and all around them the great red
desert stretched as far as the eye could see. Small scrubby bushes dotted the
parched earth, and giant monoliths of red rock were interspersed with swathes
of fibrous grasses, tough and dry. The night sky reached into infinity above
them, and new constellations could be made out on the Eastern horizon. “What do
we have?”
“The element of surprise,” answered Kara moodily. “And
nothing else.”
Laindawar frowned at her. “That is not true. That is useless
talk.”
“Well, I don’t see what else we have,” she snapped back. “I’ve
lived in the Ghomal my whole life: I know it as you never can. And I tell you,
we are hopelessly overmatched… I have no idea how to begin.”
“We begin by pooling our assets,” Jeri said, as Laindawar
drew himself up to retort. “No, shut up. Really, shut up. All right. Laindawar,
you won’t be able to pass unnoticed in the Orocarni. I have no idea if there
are Elves in the East at all… so you will stand out like a big blond boil on
someone’s nose.”
Laindawar’s lip curled. Kara sniggered.
“So we make use of that. You’re new, you’re unusual, you’re
going to draw attention. Folks will want to know all about you: what you can
do, your people, all of that. You’re a crown prince, too. We can make you a big
shiny Elven distraction while Kara here gets people whispering.”
“Are you suggesting that I should be a figurehead?””
Laindawar asked incredulously. Jeri looked faintly amused.
“Not at all, Highness. You’re trained as a warrior, but you’ve
no doubt had a few millennia of polite and princely niceties shoved down your
throat, yes?”
Laindawar gave a curt nod, lips pressed together.
“Then you know how to lay a word or two in the right ear.
You know how to use a phrase to get people thinking. You know how to grease the
right palm.” Jeri clasped their hands on their stomach and tapped them in
thought. “Kara, who do we really need to get to? The folks most in need of
sanctuary?”
“It depends,” she said, glancing up at Laindawar. “There
will be political dissenters and prisoners: they will be under intense scrutiny if still
free, and if captured they will be guarded day and night. There are many who
simply live quietly and fearfully. Snitching on your neighbours is not only
encouraged, it is highly praised. There are few places in which to think or
talk freely. The Cult of Sauron is paranoid, and it makes them ever-vigilant.
We will be watched intently.”
“What of your mother?” Jeri asked gently. “Does she not need
to escape?”
Kara clammed up immediately, her eyes blazing.
“Perhaps leave that enquiry for another day, mellon,”
Laindawar murmured.
“And yourself,” Jeri said, adroitly side-stepping the
awkward silence. “You were a political exile, no? Will you be arrested on
sight?”
Kara frowned. “Maybe. Or maybe not. Exile yes, but I am
still Crown Princess, and there will be some who see my return as the
reestablishment of stability and continuity. We will need to gain the ear of
the Treasurer, Korvir. She holds the purse-strings of the kingdom, and thus a
great deal of power and influence. She is no friend to the Cult, but they
cannot oust her while she controls the coin of the realm.”
“A concealment, perhaps?” Laindawar wondered.
“No-one is going to believe you are a Dwarf, no matter how
short you are for Elvenkind,” Kara snorted.
Jeri coughed, and Laindawar growled beneath his breath. “That
wasn’t what was intended,” Jeri said, and laid a calming hand on Laindawar’s
arm. “Easy there, friend. No, I think you were suggesting that we disguise Kara
herself, aye?”
Laindawar gave another short nod. Kara nearly shot to her
feet in outrage.
“I will do no such thing! Lies and deceit are the way of the
enemy! I will return to my halls as myself and with my own name, or not at all!”
“Peace! Peace,” Laindawar said, and he shook his head. His hair
was rusty gold in the firelight. “I did not suggest that you pretend to be
someone you are not. Only that you wear your veils, as Ashkar does, and give no
name until we are sure of the lay of the land. Then we may reveal you.”
“Oh.” She chewed her lip. “I suppose that may work. If you
can dazzle them with your Elven snobbishness, then get them wondering… yes,
then it may be safe enough to come forth, or at least too awkward and public to
attack me without reprisal or question. What about you, though?” she turned to
Jeri, “you’re never going to pass for a Blacklock Dwarf.”
“Nope,” Jeri said cheerfully. “I’m Jeri child of Beri, aide
and guard to the great Prince Laindawar, Elven adventurer and explorer,
etcetera and so forth. If he and I are noisy, showy and flashy and new, then we may conceal you as a guide and
interpreter before we make our big reveal.”
“Great Prince Laindawar,” repeated Laindawar, flatly.
“Etcetera and so forth,” Kara said, eyes dancing.
“I’ve never been this far from home before,” Laindawar said.
“I’ve never even left the Greenwood before this year. My youngest brother had
the wanderlust, not I!”
“Yes, I know, but we have to get folks interested. That way, we can begin our campaign of whispers.” Jeri
squared their shoulders. “All right, so what else have we got? Skills, I’ll
start. I’m a warrior, I favour the axe and the sword, I’ve an excellent head
for planning but a terrible grasp on numbers sadly. I will be of little help
there – they turn inside out when I try. I’m good at spotting a problem, and at
getting out of a tight spot. I can mine and sing, I’m a fair cook, and I can
talk friendly-like to anyone.”
“That last is useful, for I cannot,” Laindawar said. “I am
also a warrior, and have been solitary for much of my life. I cannot make small
chatter. It is not in my nature.”
“So you stand and look impressive and enigmatic, and I’ll do
all the talking,” Jeri laughed. “You should be good at that.”
“Droll,” Laindawar said, dry as the dust all around them. “My
weapons are the sword and bow. I have knowledge of statecraft and history and
healing herbs. I am a woodsman and tracker, and I can settle beasts and birds
of the sky.”
“Is it true that Elves don’t really need to sleep?” Kara
said, leaning in with a sort of fascinated worry.
“We are creatures of flesh, just as you are,” Laindawar
said. “But we need little sleep in comparison to you.”
“Good thing, for we’ll need Elven vigilance where we’re
going,” Jeri said. “Kara?”
She sighed. “I can fight, but not
to any great mastery. I only gained my journeyship in the art of dual swords,
and I was removed from my place before I could finish. I was taught to be a
quiet ornament, when I was taught anything at all.”
“But you have skills and passions,
do you not?” Laindawar prompted her. A strange sympathy was rising in his heart.
She looked up at him, and her huge dark eyes were imploring.
“Ashkar was the one who cared… my mother, she. But yes. Ashkar taught me to
debate and to speak to the truth in other people. They taught me how to be an
orator. I don’t think they meant to,” she added, laughing a little
self-deprecatingly. “Not at first. But they did anyway. Couldn’t help it. Ashkar
saw all the words trapped inside me and encouraged me to string them together:
to turn them into arguments and reason. Ashkar is a historian, a lecturer, as
well as a politician, but in their heart of hearts, they’re an academic first
and foremost. A teacher. And that was their undoing. All the thinkers have been
silenced, just as I was expected to be silent.”
“Well now!” Jeri said, and nudged her gently. “THAT is a
skill worth having. D’you know how rare it is to find a charismatic leader?
Believe me. We can get the people interested, sure. But you, Kara – you’re the one who is going to capture
their hearts and minds. You’re going to lead them to freedom.”
“All those thinkers,” Laindawar said, “they will have
stopped speaking, certainly, for it is not safe. But they will not have stopped thinking. Yours will be
the first voice, and others will follow.”
She looked rather lost. “I…I… just want them to be safe. I
want us all to be safe, as it once was,
as it used to be when grandmother was alive. I want-”
“Looks like you’re the chosen one, kiddo,” Jeri told her,
and gave her forehead a smacking kiss. “Now sleep, you’re gonna need it. I’ll
start teaching you some more swordplay in the morning, and the prissy twig here
can quiz you some more about being royalty in the Ghomali court, and all that
stuff. We’ve got the bare bones of a plan, so let’s not waste the night with
more talk.”
“I will sing to the stars,” Laindawar announced abruptly, and at Kara’s
imploring face he added, “I will not go far. Whatever we must do, Kara, we will
help them find safety. I promise you.”
She sighed, and lay down at a safe distance from the fire. “I
don’t know if I want to be a Chosen one,” she mumbled as she tugged her blanket
up over her shoulders.
“Just a fancy way of saying, ‘here is a dirty, difficult job
with lots of pain involved, and a faint glimmer of glory at the end of it’,”
Jeri said, yawning. “That’s if you get to
the end of it. In my experience, things don’t really end so much as change. Night,
all. Nice to be co-conspirators with you. Here’s to another day of trudging through
a desert full of bugger-all in the morning.”
Laindawar stood, watching the two Dwarves curl up for a long
moment, motionless and patient as only Elves can be. Kara looked
astonishingly young as her face relaxed into rest, and Jeri seemed oddly
unfinished without their usual glib humour shining in deep brown eyes.
The stars felt very distant as he stepped away, out upon the
endless plains of the North. Perhaps forty leagues back West, the Iron Hills
dreamed their Iron dreams. Even further West lay Erebor, and south of that, his
home. Green and still and ancient, cloaking all in warmth and in the slow soft voices of trees. He could taste the homesickness upon his tongue as clearly as the hardtack and waybread of their evening meal.
No place had ever seemed as unlike his home as this. Red
and sparse and parched, it was as different from Eryn Lasgalen as day from
night. He missed his home with an ache that he could feel in his teeth. He missed the sounds of his own tongue, the whispers of his beloved trees.
Yet he could not turn away, could not return. Evil still lay
plotting in the world, and Sauron had taken too many homes already. Glancing
back at the small, stout form of Kara, his resolve hardened.
They were much alike, though he could never have understood that only a handful of months ago. Indeed, he would have poured scorn upon the notion. But there it was: they shared an intense love of homeland and people, a fierce protectiveness, a willingness – nay, an eagerness – to fight. Laindawar’s home was free of shadow now. But hers had been stripped from her, all in one cruel blow.
Yes, a strange sympathy indeed. But he could acknowledge it now.
(Even if she bickered and snapped and grumbled upon every
second word.)
Change is the way of the world. We change, or we are left behind. Jeri had been right. Jeri was often right, he was learning. The cheerful, chatty Dwarf might just be one of the most intelligent people he had ever met.
“A young hopeful Queen, and her tactician,” he murmured. “And
what does that make you, Laindawar of the Greenwood?”
“A deadly weapon in a crown and silly silk robes,” Jeri mumbled.
“Shut up and sleep, Highness. We’ve got a long way to go.”
[pt2] SUNLIGHT AND HOLDING HANDS AND KNOWING THAT WHATEVER COMES NEXT ITS NOT GOING TO BREAK YOU BECAUSE YOUVE WEATHERED THUS FAR AND YOURE STRONGER FOR IT? GOLDEN CRACKS IN POTTERY, THATS WHAT THIS MAKES ME THINK OF; STARTING WITH SOMETHING HARSH, BROKEN, UNHAPPY, BUT TENDING TO IT WITH SUCH LOVING CARE, REALIZING WHERE SHARDS CAN’T, SHOULDN’T, BE SAVED, BUT RECOGNIZING THE WHOLE IS SALVAGEABLE, WORTH THE TIME IT WILL TAKE TO REPAIR IT AND IN THE END ITS MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN EVER, ITS CRACKS AND
[pt3] DON’T DIMINISH IT THEY ENHANCE IT, THEY TELL ITS STORY AND THEY PROCLAIM TO ALL THAT IT WAS LOVED SO MUCH THAT IT WAS REFORMED, REFORGED, INTO SOMETHING REAL AND WHOLE OUT OF WORN AND BROKEN PIECES. FUCK NOW I’M HAVING FEELS ABOUT SANSÛKH AND THORIN AND EVERYONE. I’M GOING TO CRY WHEN THIS IS OVER, DETS, BECAUSE IT’S GOING TO BE SO DAMN BEAUTIFUL. YOU TOOK THE CRACKS AND BROKEN PIECES OF TOLKIEN’S WORK, THE FORGOTTEN OR DIMINISHED, THE UNTOLD STORIES THAT HE ONLY GAVE A FEW WORDS FOR,
[pt4] AND YOU’VE FILLED THEM IN WITH GOLD: LOVE AND PATIENCE, STEADFAST AND TRUE, BREATHING LIFE INTO THE CHARACTERS (HIS AND YOURS), AND YOU’VE TENDED TO THE FANS WITH THE SAME CARE AND I JUST… this song sounds like a loving goodbye, a promise of tomorrow and someday; something to celebrate all that has come before, both merry and sad, a gift of thanks and memory. It’s an ode, I think, of sorts, and your voice brings such a depth to the words that have carried me through so much in my life.
[pt5] “I will not say the day is done, nor bid the stars farewell” They’ve always been important to me, Dets, but I think they’ll mean so much more now. Sansûkh has been an experience for me on par with things like Harry Potter, watching something so simple touch and change and bolster so many people. I know it’s not done yet, that there’s still so much to come, but you need to know that it’s been an honor to be part of this, even just from the sidelines of lurking. Watching the enthusiasm
[pt6] that has churned out so much talent and creativity is amazing. I’ve loved seeing this experience evolve from just another fic (and doesn’t that sound blasphemous) into what it is now, with massive appendices of art, music, short stories, character biographies, cosplay … I’ve loved every minute of it. So thank you for making that all possible and nurturing it with such enthusiasm.
[pt7] I’m sorry this has been so over the map and so long; I meant to just leave a funny comment about how much I love ‘In Western Lands’ [still can’t believe I missed it for this long], and then I just … couldn’t stop and I didn’t know where else to put this without loosing my nerve. So to sum up: Thank-you so much.
So… I am crying a lot.
From the bottom of my heart… thank you. From everything that is me… thank you.
In Western Landsis the most complicated song I have ever composed, and I have been so… conflicted about it. Thanks to you, I have gone back and listened to my own work with new ears, and for that, I cannot ever thank you enough.
This fic has been an experience I would not give up for the world. I have learned so much. This story has brought me so many friends, and the sheer amount of creativity and beauty and enthusiasm and support is quite honestly breathtaking.
It’s finished! Took me a while but I am quite pleased with how it turned out. I could totally replicate this style long term! ❤
Musical Playlist for Piece:
I follow the moon – Malukah; Sprig of Thyme – Sarah McQuaid; Something Just Like This – The Chainsmokers; Little Lion Man – Mumford and Sons ; Some Nights – fun.
OH WOW! your shading is absolutely amazing! I am just staring at the folds of clothing and saying ‘WHOA. WHOAAAA’ a lot, i stg!!! and the dimensions, and the poses! (LMAO shorty laindawar!!!!) and thAT HAIR!!!
I love it, you are astonishing! Your art is incredible!
A different one. I finished the one I spoke about before (or, well, finished what there was. I laughed, I cried, i swore, I still haven’t forgiven @jeza-red for bringing this amazing epic into my life and fucking me all up.) And then moved on to, uh, reading every Legolas/Gimli fic that caught my eye on ao3. …*coughs* and have since branched out into actual The Hobbit fic.
This is basically how I spend my not writing time now: readingHobbit fic.
;] no problem, always willing to help :0
Ruined my life. I have not only accepted it as the canon behind the canon, I sometimes read other fic and find myself thinking “But wait, what about…wait no, that’s not a real character.” Or “Wait, the dwarf ghosts aren’t a thing…”
This is what you have exposed me to. Something so good I get confused about what is and isn’t real!!
I have accepted it as a canon and a Bible and Tolkien can come and tell me off himself, but I will never not consider it an “and after the things were better in a sense that they died” TAT
Not to mention, Determamfidd is an amazing person and should be preserved. There’s no fail with this story, only wins all overTAT
Sorry Nonnie, those aren’t a tab, they’re just the chords. You can use them on piano, uke, guitar or whatever. I can’t read or create a tab, I’m afraid! I can’t play guitar for TOFFEE. It’s ukelele only for me (and even then I can only strum chords – much like my piano playing, lololol)
No, I haven’t written up the chords for other songs! But I’d be happy to do so 🙂 *deep breath* HERE I GO.
I’m not writing out all the words, just the basic chords of verse & chorus. This gets long – under the cut are the chords for
Iron Hills for Me
Broadbeam Cradle-Song
In Western Lands.
Good luck with all your practice!
IRON HILLS FOR ME CHORDS
Verse
A A/E
My home is no great hall of stone,
A A/E
No golden treasures greet me,
A A/E
nor an ancient place of great renown,
A G#dim A
no grandeur in its history.
Chorus
D A
Oh I long for jagged rusty skies
D A E
and her savage wild beauty
D A/E Fdim F#min
I see her when I close my eyes,
D E A
The Iron Hills for me.
BROADBEAM CRADLE SONG CHORDS
Dm Am7 Dm
It was a very special day
Dm F C
The most special beyond measure
Dm Edim
because it was upon that day
Dm Gm Dm
that Mahal made a treasure.
IN WESTERN LANDS CHORDS
Intro – Ooooh x 4
Em A Em A
G D G D A
Verse
D A
In Western Lands beneath the sun,
G7 D A
the flowers may rise in spring
Bm G D
the trees may bud
Em A
the waters run
Bm D A Bm G
the merry finches sing, or there may be tis cloudless night
D A Em
and swaying beeches bear the stars as jewels white,